AnatomyOfMyHeart

I lay down staring at the ceiling Wondering why the fuck you left me, My bed now feels so empty, Why did you leave? We’d drive far away from the city Just us and three ounces of weed, We’d be out all night Under the moonlight, Getting so high, I want to go back to that time. The time you kissed me at midnight, The way we’d get drunk and fight, Oh I miss every second It was the best and the worst times And now I miss you in my life, Oh now I can’t believe I’m saying goodbye. I was young and naive You were so wise for 19, You taught me all I know I can’t let you go. You taught me to love the things I t

Those eyes, the way they capture light The way they’d look into mine, Oh how I miss those piercing blues, The way I’d lose myself in you. Oh but now we’re here, Stuck in the middle We can’t break free, I guess this is how we’re meant to be. I can’t say that this what I want, I can’t bring myself to lie I can’t understand where I went wrong To lose the one good in my life. The words you’d say, they’d pierce through me All of them now a distant memory, The way you’d say “I love you” Half asleep on the phone past two. I can’t bring myself to say that IR

We burst into war, Endless battles Ticking time tomb, I wonder why we still hang on When we know there's nothing left. We're hooked on the hurt We inject it into our veins We would be lost without it, Masochistic dream But yet you made me lose myself, Made me lose me.

                                                               Chapter 1 I opened the door to a random house on my street that I have never been to before and let the cold January air in. All I knew was that I was the new kid on the street in a town called Manteca, California and there was a party going on. Perfect way to meet people, right? I mean, I was nervous as hell, but then again, who wouldn’t be going into some random house, with random people, and with God knows what in the brownies. As I calmed my nerves a bit, I started walking around to get a feel for the scene a bit. Some stoner-fucks in the corner with a bunch of pot, t

Half a year gone 'cause a stupid mistake I never meant to it I swear that, okay? I know you say you're okay now But I still feel the guilt running around How could I have deserved to say "I love you" Then go and do what I did to you? I still regret it to this very day Even though I know I did It was still a mistake. I drive myself crazy Thinking about how I hurt you, I play back the audio tape Of you blaring your lungs away That song I can no longer listen to All it does is remind me that I hurt you. I didn't mean to do it Yet I don't blame it on the illness, I take full responsibility I was so stupid I know that for sure, I ruined a good

Build me up Watch me crumble You pile everything on me, Why is it always my fault? You say I'm to blame Say I threw it all away. My mind is a super strong place Full of twists and turns Thing you don't wanna see, But yet you chose to come inside So now we'll play. Ready your weapons, You've started a war This isn't my fault Just yours I didn't want to end up here I thought you saw that clear, Stop blaming my impulse You're a psychopath. Shoot me down That's all you do You tell me "I love you too" But you don't mean it You're mind is so twisted I say some nasty things I cry You scream Rewind and repeat We're both sick Addicted, To everythi

Ich liebte es, wenn du für mich gelebt Wenn du mich gehalten, während wir schliefen, aber jetzt bist du weg und ich immer noch unser Song zu spielen, und die Worte noch schreien deinen Namen und dein Leben. Aber Sie lief weg von Schmerzen, ich kann ' t sagen, dass ich verdenken Aber warum hast du nicht sagen, auf Wiedersehen, meine Liebe? Ich liebe dich so sehr, und ich werde es immer Egal, was Sie getan haben, Sie bleiben in meinem Herzen für immer und vieles mehr. Die Tür wird endgültig geschlossen, Nein Körper, niemand verletzt können Sie mehr Augen schließen und Klammer für die Auswirkungen,

I loved it when you lived for me When you held me while we slept, But now you’re gone And I still play our song, And the words still scream your name And your life. But you ran away from pain, I can’t say I blame you But why didn’t you say goodbye, My love? I love you so much, And I always will No matter what you did, You stay inside my heart Forever and more. The door is closed for good, No body, no one can hurt you more Close your eyes and brace for impact, You kept fighting until the very end. But you ran away from pain, I can’t say I blame you But why didn’t you say goodbye, My love? I love you so much, An

I love you I need you, Your phone is disconnected Why don't you talk to me? You're running way, you're over there, I can not hear you, The world is broken too, me and you, you hate me forever I want you to be with me forever. I scream your name But where are you? I do not see you, I thought you loved me.

Ich liebe dich Ich brauch' dich, Dein Handy ist getrennt Warum sprechest du nicht zu mir? Du läufst Weg, Du bist dort drüben Ich kann nicht dich hören, Die Welt ist kaputt Auch ich und du, Du hasst mich immer ich möchte dich mit mir für immer sein. Ich schrei deinen Namen Aber wo bist du? Ich sehe dich nicht, Ich dachte du liebst mich.